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01:09 pm

i should learn not to go into the past! i hurt somebody soo bad and goin back and even thinkin about it just makes me cry! just the fact that i cant change it now is even worse because he fuckin hates me so much :'(

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11:11 pm

he likes me he likes me

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ecstatic

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12:13 pm

me and todd are most deff over! he's such a cunt bag i would never think about goin out w/him again

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12:57 pm

holy shit...i was up until 6 30am finishin harry potter...ridiculous ending! i knew somebody was goin to die but the person that actually does i never guessed! well i did but i didnt think it would actually happen!! :(

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08:53 pm

fuck life..it sux...todd sux..i wish i could get ahold of him already! its totally fuckin gay!!! god...and i wish i could get over my ex-bf...i wish that i could be happy just once!! it's so gay...it's fine then life begins again...the euphorium is dead...after like 2 weeks it seems like..i mean AFTER you start actually going out...before that it could me months...but once u start to go out...psh..there goes real life...coming straight at ya...its fucking gay...i wish i was dead..i know it sounds dramatic but life would be over and there would be no more ultra drama and shit..no more broken hearts or ones that wont mend and no more having to get over guys when u dont want to...

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01:14 pm

i have been doing nothing but working which is fun cuz of the people but gay cuz i can't get the smell of fucking onions off of my hands! seriously i've tried everything it just ain't working!! tell me if you have any ideas :-S
Todd is getting on my very very very last nerve and i think that i am goin to fuckin kill him soon...you know if i ever get to see him..:( he's so fucking gay idk y im goin out with him! again, tell me if you have any ideas cuz im allll out! alright i think im done later

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10:41 pm

PINK FLOYD PLAYS TOMORROW!!! AND VH1 IS BROADCASTING IT LIVE @ 12:00 *noon* WHO-HOO!!!! :D:D:D:D:D:D:D...my coach said her boyfriend has been talkin bout nothin else so she told me to shut up about it! but come on!
work sucks...actually this guy *gah:D* is awesome..actually 2 but jarrod is just a cool kid..i really dont know ne one else there except mitch o and welll...different subject :D
umm i got my belly button pierced yesterday w/amber and then jessie and chelsea got there's done like less than an hour after us..it was freakin awesome!! i cant wait until i get my tattoo!!! :D exciting year comin up for sure :D
alright i guess im done...later

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11:03 am

whoa...i haven't updated this thing in forever! i finally got a job...buts in marquette...and its in a kitchen :( but guys work there...but there untouchable...i have a b/f...lol jk i love todd to death :) nnneee way...ummmmm i am really excited for july cuz a lot of things r happening! pink floyd is playin together :D harry potter is comin out :D but somebody is goin to die :( its sad...i hope its not ron! i love ron! alright thats bout it...later

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07:55 pm - .grrr...

ok i met this guy and we hung out and everything but now idk what's goin on! he's not callin me and he's not comin online when im on! its like he knows when im gonna be on or something! god its soo annoying..allright well thats all thats goin on cuz im boring! later

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04:29 pm - wow

i haven't written in this journal in forever! alright well nothin is really has happened that i can think of that i want to put in here! i think we're goin to the movies saturday...umm i wanna see man of the house but we'll see what everyone else wants to see cuz they wanna see hitch but i've already seen it!! & then todd called me 2day but i wasnt home!! grr i kinda wanna see him! lol alright at jessie's party we snuck out of her house @ 2 in the morning to go sledding! it was soo much fun and we didnt get back to the house until 3!! it was so much fun cuz amber totally bailed out of the sled and then jen had to dive behind a tree to keep a car from seeing her! it was so much fun! alright i think that is it...annie's party is this weekend! fun and then movies!

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06:59 pm - hmm....

alright so if u were mad @ me and wouldnt talk to me...but i talked to u..and i was also mad @ u...would u at least talk back to me? i mean i did make the first move!! come on!!! jesus...:(...and how come guys dont want to comfort girls...i mean sure physically yeah but damn...what about emotionally?? seriously...im as sexual a person that happens at our age but i do have emotions u assholes!

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06:49 pm - fuck!

alright this is the third freakin time ive had to do this so its gonna be short!
i hurt someone i care about cuz when my contract was up i didnt wanna go out with him cuz i thought that he was goin too fast but i do care about him and i hope that he forgives me and realizes i never wanted to hurt him!
im sore from cheerleading and we have to do 2 games this week..wanna make up a cheer for gabs
wanna kill lil bro for throwing shit at me and he's really annoying!
josh is spreading rumors about jessie and i wanna hurt him so bad cuz he's doin it and then not admitting it and denying everything even though everyone knew that he was mad at her for breaking up with him and then never talkin to him!!
alright i think that bout does it...later
~THATS THE WAY LIFE GOES!~

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05:41 pm - whoosh

wow...i read someone's journal *u know who u are!* and they were so pissed off...not that i blame him cuz ppl like that piss me off too...especially when they try to pretend they dont know it!! so ne way...2 more days till xmas break! so excited...i am sleepin in soo bad..but i have to go to church on xmas eve..and its not even my churh cuz my mom wants to go see our friend coral sing..apparently her mom is always tellin my mom how good she is..all well...there r some hot guys there lol...i only say this cuz i know like all of them that go there cuz ive been to their church before...before ne one asks its assembly by the armory! lol ne way and then new years eve im goin there for a lock in...alright...nothin is goin in my life...lol i wanna say something but i cant cuz its a secret :) lol ne way...i think that i am goin to go watch guys and dolls or wss! lol love those movies!
~THATS THE WAY LIFE GOES!~

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09:37 pm - lol

ok im updating now...ok friday is our vim performance and we're already sold out...ok thats bout it...o sleepover on saturday!!! if u were invited COME!! lol umm...wow game on thursday and present exchange w/cheerleaders!! wow my life is pretty boring! ill think of something later
~THATS THE WAY LIFE GOES!~

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06:34 pm - :'(

holy shit my cousin was in an accident today in downstate and he might even die!!! idk what to do but i want dave to be here with me right now! :'(

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04:46 pm - hmm

i havent updated in a while...ok well james came up for like a week from boot camp after he graduated and he left on friday...i didnt get to see him off but apparently everyone was crying cuz he colunteered to go to iraq already!! all well...lol....ok and then i have had such a stressful week its nto even funny!...i went to the swim meet on thursday and it was so fun! i love them and i cant wait until the next one!!! :) ok and then...umm o we're having a pasta party at my house on wednesday at my house for J.V. cheerleaders! :) fun stuff there i can tell!! annie slept over on friday and then on saturday we had to go to kristi's party which was sooo much fun! and then in 2 weeks there is a sleepover party at my house for like 8 ppl cuz thats the limit for my mom lol...ok..i think that that is it...ok later
~THATS THE WAY LIFE GOES!~

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07:16 pm - hmm

ok dave kept sayin that i never apologized in my journal..."I'M SORRY DAVE!" now dont tell me i didnt say it!!

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07:00 pm - whahaha

today was a great day!! nothin really great happened but nothing really bad happened either so that makes it a great day! i think i did well on geom quiz and then we didnt have our alg 2 quiz! and i got all the e.c. questions he gave us!! :) and then guess what! im talkin to dave...right now...lol i think im just happy bout that cuz he aint swearin at me or ne thing ne more!! ok...and then i did really great on my drawing for w.h.! :) and i got to bring it home! hmm what else..o! alumni VIMmers came and visited with us...except jon rumohr was there :( not a big fan sry ...we never got a long in band last year so yeah...ok and then what..hmmm...espanol sucked cuz i was gone yesterday and they did this huge thing in the book i had no idea how to do and its not like math where u can just pick it up...u have to go back actually read, ask senor milton questions and then go on and ask more questions along the way! it took forever and im not even 1/2 done! grr lol but milton was cool considering senor b was gone! he's sick and i had no idea until mr betts started talkin bout it when we had a question on pnemonia in h.s.b! senor b has pnemonia! ok ben wants me to mention him in some way...he cheated off of me in math today! :P haha i told on him! AMBER BEAT HIM UP! jk benito! alright i guess im done...ill write later!

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09:38 pm - hmm

interesting conclusion today...cheerleading kills ur arms! lol we had to do so much arm drills and stuff that i thought i was gonna be without arms after tonite! seriously they hurt that much! and then we did jumps and i had to do them for like 10 min straight to get syncronized with everyone else! lol ok then we did cheers and stuff and jessie is gonna kill me! hehe...dawn made a comment bout squishing jessie's boobs when doin something in one of the cheers and i, being behind her, make the comment "what boobs?" and jessie turns around and goes "i'm gonna kill you" lol it was the funniest thing ever! this is gonna be a great season! ok apparently im not important enough to put in ppls journals, no names mentioned...but he knows who he is...i know it cuz i totally blew up at him! ok well im gonna go to bed i think
~THATS THE WAY LIFE GOES!~

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08:50 pm - gheesh

ok i hate dave! he's a liar and an asshole and i hope he has a long slow death when the time comes!!!! and i hope its painful! as much as he hurt me i want to hurt him right now! he lied to me! straight out right lied to me and then didnt even try to deny it! i think that he gets a kick out of messing with ppls emotions! i mean come on! who does this kinda shit without being a lil bit messed up and being some kinda freak!! and i know tha tim being mean but i dont even care cuz he hurt me after i told him that i was in love with him! who does that!? and he's too impatient to wait to go out with me even tho that he said that he would wait god! what a fucking liar!!
~THATS THE WAY LIFE GOES!~

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